I am not a boylover, nor a pedophile, just an average person leading an average life. I was abused by my stepfather as a child, exposed to all kinds of horrible things and now that I'm grown and married w/children I do not understand how our society has been able to convince themselves that "boyloving" or "pedophiles" are not one and the same. Your loving a child, your masterbating b/c of your desires for a child, and Christ is not a part of that. God has no hand in that. Satan is the one that makes you believe there is an excuse for that, I am thankful that you are all Christians, if you truely are. I am not one of those people that would seek physical revenge or anything of that sort, I don't believe in that. I believe in doing just what you are all doing here, coming together and talking and I will be praying that God will always lead you and you will always use His strength to go day by day in this world that is so very unpredictable. |