I need to talk to anyone who can minister God's Love to me. This is my frst time admitting my love of boys. Sometimes,though I profess Christ as my Lord and Savior, I feel He's far away from me and by my thoughts and eyes I just keep letting Him down. I've prayed that this propensity be removed many times but it has not happened. He said,"I will restore the years the locusts have eaten". I guess that scripture is not for ME!!!! I LOVE THE LORD but I'm having so much difficulty reconciling my LOVE FOR HIM and MY LOVE FOR BOYS. If you could offer any encouragement it would be greatly appreciated. I would be happy to begin dialoge once trust is established. As I said this step is so new to me- but severe struggle within has brought me here. Please write only if you are serious in helping me. Awaiting someones reply. Thanks and God Bless!!!! |