hello...
Submitted by zip on January 26 2000 at 16:25:01
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hello, This is something I have never been able to tell anyone before, but I think it's time for me to ask for some help, so here goes. I know that God loves me and I love Him. I want to live my life according to His will, because I kow that's the best way. But time after time I do things which are horrible in His eyes. I try not to think sinfull thoughts or do sinfull things, but I'm a boylover. These thoughts keep popping up in my head, and I can't stop them. The longer this goes on the harder it gets. I've drifted far away from God. Every time I make a new start, I fail. I used to be able to hold out for a couple of weeks, but now a day seems long to me. Just today I was looking for pics in newsgroups. Afterwards I feel so empty. I know it's bad, but it's so hard to resist. I want to break this downward spiral I'm in. I could really use some support or advice. Can someone please pray for me? Lots of love and God bless, zip |