so once upon a time i was mildly curious about autism. heard that some people go their whole lives and never get diagnosed. think 'hmmm, maybe i should check it out, could explain why i'm so weird sometimes'. so i start doing research online and come across this thing called "asperger's", and it explains pretty much everything i ever wanted to know of my behaviour.

sooooo.....i'm pretty sure i have it. for once 'the world' and my relationship to it makes sense to me.

but now, as a christian i'm wondering if this is something i should pray about (to change it, i mean). should i just accept it as the way God made me and carry on, or is this something i should get healed from? does this count as something that's "wrong with me" or should i view it much the same as we do BL here?

i dunno. finding out it has a name and that theres other people who share it is a big relief for me, but i'm all weirded out...i've got an 'autistic spectrum disorder'!!!