I've missed you lately. Thank heaves you returned. As far as the morality of you visiting these places and people, associations and thought don't make sin, actions do (and I dont' mean a kiss). I believe someone once used the analogy of physicians being there for the sick, not the well. It sounds like you took a journey into your self and explored the nature and origins of your being. As I've never been attacted to males other than boys, I cannot see your particular journey ever happening for me, but I am glad for you in your experience. As for the old man with the young guy/boy, I went to a gay bar a few times with some lesbian friends. I would see from time to time an much older guy with a teen boy and would ponder their possible relationship. Sadly, the girls I ws with would usually quip that the men were perverts (just like me?).
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