Help, I know i'm sinning
Submitted by John Doe on November 27 2001 02:12:12
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Its 2 am, and I can't sleep. Why? Well i had another rough evening with my ex. I went to my son's wrestling practice, and was told that I was not welcome there, even though the court order says that I am to have equal access to his extracorricular and recreation activities. My wife has poisoned the well against me by spreading the word around town of my attractions. Attractions I must emphisize that I have never acted on. yet still she has half the town afraid that i am out to jump the bones of every 8 yo boy I can get my hands on, right in the middle of a school with all sorts of parents around. So what is my sin? Probably the worst one of all, Hate. I actually found myself praying tonight for the eternal damnation of another human, the mother of my children no less. I know i should not feel this way, yet still I do. At each turn she seems to find a way to make my life miserable. All I want to do is be the best father I can to my kids, to love them with all my heart, to be with them. ¥et I fear she will succeed in turning them against me. i feel like I am writting a modern version of the book of Job with my life. |
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